#2) Brought Mom to Umpqua bank to sign the papers. Yesterday she fell and was a little sore so the plan was for the banker to come out have her sign the papers while she sat comfortably in the car. Well, the papers weren't ready so we go back on Monday. All this reminds me how grateful I am to be in a position to have the time it takes to makes this sort of life change. No wonder I never did it before now.
ASIDE FOR THE DAY: I had to edit what I wrote the last two days, because I wrote stuff that made me feel a little queasy when I thought about certain people actually reading it. Would I want to be them reading that? No. So here I am. Booorrrriinng myself.
Truth is, I want that person in me who is willing to stay grounded and focused on this process to speak and write here. Not the persons in me who are excited and passionate and hence reminded of all the previous excitements and passions I’ve lived in other forms. (ie, this ain’t gonna be about my relationship history even though I will likely be reminded as I go of every decision I’ve ever made along the way that brought me here, including all the financial decisions that were very much intertwined with my personal life.)
Maybe I’ll change my mind. Who am I to hold back?